This is a entry where I seem suicidal but I am not so don't worry... it is just that feeling you get when nothing in life goes right, if you know what I mean.

I sit here waiting for you to come back. I sit here waiting, suffering, bleeding. I sit here with the heart that you gave back, and I bleed thick drops of crimson blood. I look down and see the gaping hole you left in my chest, and I look away. I ignore the pain you left with me and smile this fake smile. Everyone walks by and looks at me, but they don't stop and see whats wrong with me. Many don't even see me and step all over me. I cry out but I have no voice. Yet no one sees me crying, and they never will. For I am alone in the dark, and because I am alone in the dark you don't see me dieing. Fading, melting back to the earth, and back to the hells that caused me this pain.